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Vacillating between feeling down and out and angry. It helps to see this blip in my finances as an opportunity to learn more about how I use money to silence low self-esteem, self-hare, anger, fear of the future, and unhappiness.
The biggest spending culprits for me are books, magazines, and convenience food. All three are very easy to cut back on. Also, having to cut back on treatment, I can now focus on the treatment of "eating well". How's that for a change?
I've also learned that work is not worth prioritising. The job I kept deferring my holiday for has now left me out in the cold, working Saturdays to make up for the loss in income, cutting a badly needed holiday by half, and deferring badly needed alternative treatments. The potential job that I deferred conception for was a set-up for an internal candidate.
Interesting times ...
percevalVacillating between feeling down and out and angry. It helps to see this blip in my finances as an opportunity to learn more about how I use money to silence low self-esteem, self-hare, anger, fear of the future, and unhappiness.
The biggest spending culprits for me are books, magazines, and convenience food. All three are very easy to cut back on. Also, having to cut back on treatment, I can now focus on the treatment of "eating well". How's that for a change?
I've also learned that work is not worth prioritising. The job I kept deferring my holiday for has now left me out in the cold, working Saturdays to make up for the loss in income, cutting a badly needed holiday by half, and deferring badly needed alternative treatments. The potential job that I deferred conception for was a set-up for an internal candidate.
Interesting times ...
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Date: 2004-09-22 05:51 am (UTC)Sorry you're feeling low, though *hugs*