communication ...
Apr. 14th, 2003 05:48 pmThis is a short entry from WORX - tonight is dedicated to COS, and since our DVD player hates our broadband modem ... I will not be online.
I really, really enjoy being with all of you and talking to all of you. Instant messaging has taken my
productivity to new heights :)
Funnily enough, I feel confident and at ease when IMming people - in RL I'm considerably quieter and more reticent. It's probably the quality one-to-one communication that I'm getting.
See, I'm not really a social animal. I don't feel comfortable in pubs or at parties, and I don't like getting drunk. I much prefer being awake and intellectually stimulated - either self-stimulated (daydreaming) or exchanging views and ideas. The fact that my husband is extremely quiet doesn't help.
(I can be silly, too. Of course I can.
angua9 is my witness.)
I don't think there's anything wrong with me - in the immortal words of the book title: I'm not crazy, I'm just not you.
So, Geekmoot will be a bit of a challenge - I'll need to stretch myself and become more outgoing again.
Go find my 21-year-old self.
And a nice wizard robe plus a Big Head Girl badge and some red hair dye.
I really, really enjoy being with all of you and talking to all of you. Instant messaging has taken my
productivity to new heights :)
Funnily enough, I feel confident and at ease when IMming people - in RL I'm considerably quieter and more reticent. It's probably the quality one-to-one communication that I'm getting.
See, I'm not really a social animal. I don't feel comfortable in pubs or at parties, and I don't like getting drunk. I much prefer being awake and intellectually stimulated - either self-stimulated (daydreaming) or exchanging views and ideas. The fact that my husband is extremely quiet doesn't help.
(I can be silly, too. Of course I can.
I don't think there's anything wrong with me - in the immortal words of the book title: I'm not crazy, I'm just not you.
So, Geekmoot will be a bit of a challenge - I'll need to stretch myself and become more outgoing again.
Go find my 21-year-old self.
And a nice wizard robe plus a Big Head Girl badge and some red hair dye.
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Date: 2003-04-14 03:02 pm (UTC)And besides, you're not the only one who's better at dealing with people individually rather than in a group. It's one of the bonuses of hanging around with nerds - a good few of us are the exact same way, and certainly won't hold a bit of awkwardness in large group situations against you. :)